I had a pen friend for 11 years.
Then they broke it off.
They said they didn’t feel love coming from me anymore.
I kind wanted to recreate the friendship experience.
I found a pen pal website.
I wrote to about 6 people and a few random people write to Mexican.
I dunno if it’s the slowness of post due to covid but I already feel 90% of these friendships have begun to unravel.
Maybe the person didn’t like me
Or didn’t reply.
I made a friend at a writing group
Maybe I could go to another writing group
I have a fantasy that one day I might be firing on all cylinders
The lost letters are scattered over my desk.