My lovers… it’s complicated. Mainly Ash. The first M the fanzine girl and J the emo boy.
So many unrequited loves; Peter, Ben the fine artist (who died in a motorcycle accident in France).
Then recently Mike cut his way into my life. I was breathless at his beauty. But then I love and affection with Ash.
I would have given a lot to kiss Mike but it wasn’t on the cards. Besides his sexiness he made me laugh. I thought a shared sense of the ridiculous could be the basis of a friendship, he ran away from me which puzzles me when he was so smiley and naïf.
The young man often eludes me￼￼ and I live life without physical love. my life